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ANNOY TERF

by Blotchouts

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    A tape of the "Annoy Terf" featuring the album plus one bonus tape-only track on side A, and a 17 track Blotchouts Best Of Mix from 2016-2023 on Side B. Black and white art with tracklists, poly tape case, purple tape, 60 min.

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1.
Ch: Im a cunty sa-lut Im a cunty sa-lut Im a cunty sluuuuuut When I go out All of the people shout When I get a drink Everyone stops to think Im the very best Better than all the rest And I look so great With my heart full of hate My hearts full of hate And my mouths full of cum Ive read a couple books I only play dumb When I toss my wavey hair They all stop and stare I blow them all a kiss Yeah im a friendly miss CH Im airing out my hole Let music soothe my soul Let me be blunt I always look this cunt I suck and satiate Then I incinerate On to my next date There’s too much on my plate Dumb cummy himbo guys Im catching all their eyes And other cunty girls I make their toes curl When im out on the town Im the best thing goin round Im usually down to fuck And always down to clown
2.
Wrung Out 02:00
I deserve some nice things in my life I deserve some nice things maybe twice I deserve some things that are nice I deserve some cream that is iced Feeling really wrung out Really really wrung out My life’s been constant pain and screams Life freight trained my head my ears still ring I wanna feel like a human being I want a few nice happenings Feeling really wrung out Really really wrung out
3.
Feel like shit I always feel like shit Another day dawns And im feeling like shit Another dawn breaks And im feeling like shit Another headache And im feeling like shit Will I run out of hormones Or will my band break up sure Will my violent stalker find me Will my relationship fracture Surely not all four Surely yes and more Don’t think I can take it Its time to feel like shit Will soc sec knock me back Will I have a panic attack Card declined in the grocery line Outta psych meds and outta my mind Surely not all in one day Surely yes and there’s more on the way Somebody get my cig lit Its time to feel like shit
4.
Ah ah ah ah fuck fuck Ah ah ah ah suck suck God gets fucked to death At the futanari Jesus fuck One girl at his side Two girls at his hands Two girls at his feet Hes more hole than man Rub my clit with Christy gore Eucharist bitch cuz I love vore Rub my clit with Christy gore Eucharist bitch cuz I love vore Fuck him! Fuck him! We’re gonna fuck him!
5.
Terfs gotta go Gotta go gotta git Gotta g I t Get gone piece a shit You don’t deserve a single nice thing in yr life I hope that everything bad that happens to you Happens you twice
6.
Sinkin in progesterone withdrawals Sticky swampy morass of my bed sucking me in Crying & wanking to nirvana concert vids I think Kurt Cobain was an egg Not knowing any reason I should continue to exist Im not suicidal but if I was gettin killed I wouldn’t resist Playing acoustic guitar quietly with a file Im crying whispering “im just so lonely” The opposite of addiction is connection But where are my friends Im frayed unravelled The opposite of addiction is connection But where are my friends Im at my wits end And when I go outside No one calls me by my right name Life is a sheer drop (a horizontal fall) Its Endlessly exhausting Im spilling out baby Im spilling out baby I tried to keep my feelings inside I tried to keep my tears uncried Tried to keep them in my eyes Tried to teach my fears to hide But im spilling out baby Im spilling out baby I can’t keep my tears uncried Progesterone Withdrawals Progesterone Withdrawals
7.
Scissoring 02:11
There’s a victorian ghost living in this house Light a candle you can bring her out Hollow eyes and glimmering And we’ve both been scissoring Scissoring scissoring Scissors izzor scissoring Knocks on the wall and footstep thuds On her period the sinks run blood Bodice lace and frilly things And we’ve both been scissoring
8.
Hot local women wanna meet up to have sex in a car Hot local women wanna spit yr cum on the concrete of a parking lot I am in my sexual pri I I ime I am in my sexual pri I I ime Hot local women wanna spit yr cum On the concrete Of a parking lot I am in my sexual prime I am in my sexual prime I am in my sexual prime I am in my sexual prime
9.
V1 I’m at this party hitting on a guy A girl tells me keep flirting with him We don’t wanna fuck him cuz he has green blood So he shouldn’t mate with any bio women Im not sure what this would mean for me But I think I feel offended by it Someone slithers up behind me then Whispers crackling static into my ear CH1 Death in this world isn’t the end Death is followed by a nautilus form Some people take vacations and shift their consciousness back and forth Between their land and their sea bodies Body in stasis hooked to a machine This is considered to be addictive This is considered to be unhealthy V2 It’s all automated here And there’s loads of robots around people are trading holographic stickers banging the piano and huffing markers CH2 I am having a dream I realize As a sliver of consciousness breaks through I should have sex with every person I can But then I wake up before I do
10.
Goin somewhere in my life I had to start again Was all fucked up from drugs My life then hadda end Im afraid of the loss Before I even star Life has been so hard, why? I don’t even wanna try CH: I don’t even wanna try I don’t even wanna try Life has been so hard why I don’t even wanna try Im doin pretty good Im making lots of friend Im goin out to shows But everything has to end Everyone I know might die Or it could be me who OD’s Before I try a new thing Ill go into a panic freeze
11.
I can’t even make a lucid thought I can’t even make a lucid thought I can’t even make a lucid thought I can’t even make a lucid thought Try to live Try to live Try to live But I got no more to give I can’t even make a lucid thought I can’t even make a lucid thought I can’t even make a lucid thought I can’t even make a lucid thought Try to exist Try to exist Try to exist But the nothingness is bliss I can’t even make a lucid thought I can’t even make a lucid thought I can’t even make a lucid thought I can’t even make a lucid thought
12.
Ive made so much fluid Don’t know where to goo it Sinking thru my trauma tar Into a pool of yr spit I I I I I I I I CH: Ill climb inside yr eyes You can swallow my mouth Turn my cunt inside out Embrace me squeeze out the doubt I fear our love span Is such a brief time I feel lik a broken cup Tryna hold too much slime I I I I I I CH We were both blown apart Pretty recently But as bad as im doin You look pretty good to me I I I I I CH
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14.
Pretty & Sad 01:15
Outline my bed with chalk Im drinkin kratom until I can’t walk I picked the short one out of the matches Take a broom and sweep up my ashes Pretty & im sad Im pretty & im sad Im a pretty trans girl who’s also a slut I should really be gettin dates or getting fucked Instead of cum my face is stained with tears Lay in bed all day so I don’t face my fears Pretty & im sad Im pretty & im sad
15.
Edging toward sleep Wrapped in yr voice I drift awake In a warm ocean’s tug With everything else I fracture A handful of fragments Collage pasted with drugs I feel whole Gasping air from yr mouth I feel whole Near yr neuronic radiation I feel whole So rarely and sparely I feel whole In yr vocal emanations
16.
I'm so frightened of everything being taken away again

about

Recorded Summer-Fall 2023 at home in Los Angeles. Tracks 1-7 were recorded over 2 days playing the most abrasive annoying things I could think of to annoy my violent terf housemate. Tracks 8-11 were recorded on one day inside an aluminum walled very hot former cooler. The vocals and the rest of the tracks were put together in spurts over time later, often at night, which is where the kratom’d out soft acoustic songs come from. During the recordings I went through the harrowing experience with the terf, a major breakup, and progesterone withdrawals (which are akin to postpartum depression) and so the strained emotions show through lyrically.

My main musical influences were the Misfits (from Jem and the Holograms) and Side 2 of My War by Black Flag. The reason this album is so sprawling is because it is my farewell to Audacity which stopped working with my interface right before the end, so I’m erring on the side of clearing the vaults now. Mixed on $3 ear buds so if it sounds raw as hell that’s why. For my next project I’ll be moving back to four-track.

The digital download version includes 2 songs not available on the tape version, and the tape version includes 1 song not available on the digital version, as well as a Blotchouts Best Of (2016-2023) on the B Side.

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released November 3, 2023

Yanka Glowniss- vocals, metal percussion, bass, guitar, keys, sax, drum machine, electronics

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Blotchouts California

No Wave Punk project started in 2016 and variably based in California, Alabama, and Louisiana. Recordings are primarily Yanka Glowniss (she/her) on all instruments with occasional collaborators. Live lineups vary and rarely repeat. Yanka is also a member of Ginchy Gayjacket & the Flushable Wipes, ICBM, Two Crones, and Scrapies. Pre-2015 related music can be found at the Albacore Records bandcamp. ... more

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