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DESPERATE BLOTCHOUTLES EP

by Blotchouts

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1.
i didn't ask to be born and i doubt i'm gonna spawn your biological imperative it makes me wanna yawn i sell trash to shitheads & i shovel shit for pricks my account hovers round zero so I can get my beety fix (ch:) there's no god no god ah ha ha ha ha when you die there's just nothing and that's my favorite part don't look at me you fucks i didn't tell you to you got a staring problem and my outfit ain't the zoo i sell this shit to shitheads and i shovel shit for pricks my account hovers round zero so i need some toads to licks (ch)
2.
aseptic smell of childhood hospitals returns to me my brain says fuck it all fuck your recovery 39 of 40 smoking rabbits all agree life's a gaping wound and hope is rinky-dink i'm at war with my mind the tether snaps it's thin at times i got a fork look close at tines and extract this eye of mine life's a dull aching void it feels so hollow roll eyes annoyed 39 of 40 smoking rabbits agree take a nap in a busy street intrusive thoughts always with me i let em talk but don't agree 39 of 40 rabbits all agree can't hurt the cage by killing me
3.
intrusive thoughts yeah i got em when everything is goin wrong and (ch:) thoughts of usin usin dreams i feel so bad gotta make a meetin if they got cookies i'm gonna eat um (ch) thoughts of usin usin dreams attain relief thru alchemical means (ch) obsessive compulsion it's just a fact the monkey moves into yr head after yr back (ch)
4.
tied up in a straight jacket cant get free cuz I killed a mailman just for starin at me they lock me up sometimes I think my screws are loose they think im crazy sometimes I think im crazy too I woke up early in the morning popped a clip in my 9 cocked my hammer back and somethin snapped in my mind thats why they got me locked up in this padded white room now im talkin to myself like a psychopathic fool see I sit in the darkness and I check my attire and if I start to get hungry I go and borrow me a screwdriver my thoughts are all wicked body parts are delicious I arm myself with a butcher knife and I go plan a killin now theyre stickin me with needles stuffin my mouth with pills since theres nothing else to do I think up ways to kill never slack up on murders cuz im creepin with a body bag psychopathic schizophrenic sleepin in a ski mask
5.
cover yr goddamn meowth wash yr goddam hand this illness is serious why cant you innastenn? (ch:) C O V I D 19 on the rise my risk is high if i catch it ima die healthies are gambling with my life C O V I D 19 ain't so nice i'm not disposable that thought's opposable yr non-concern concerns my non-immuno'd ass sure you can call me up but lie in the buttercups? with all the careless fux? you know i hafta pass (ch) (v1)
6.
at the sea gotta gotta pee down by all the whales and the glubby fishies in the heat brain incomplete did i do good deeds for an afterlife me? but i'm not tot ist Gott undertow grabbed me and i'm deep in the sod feel the tug sip my drugs on the ocean bottom and i'm deep inna muck gonna drown now gonna drown now (glub glub glub) in the sea bed and now i'm getting tucked struggle to the light before my flower gets plucked tuckered in the muck flustered and i'm stuck on the ocean bottom and i'm deep inna muck see a jellyfish swimming by stuck a tentacle in my eye cross my heart and hope to live at the bottom of the jar can't move the lid gonna drown now gonna drown now (glub glub glub) wake the fuck up shake off human waste a hot gilled man slaps me in the face sucks water from my lungs oxygen I taste dragged me to the shore and we made out all day wake the fuck up shake off sludgy waste a web foot man slaps me in the face sucks water from my lungs oxygen I taste dragged me to the shore and we made out all day gonna drown now gonna drown now
7.
can't look people in the eyes sick to my stomach, i wanna cry stay in a closet, i'll never leave i'll lock the door, swallow the key stuck in a body that isn't mine every day is a, a waste of time bloody water, staring at me stuck in a cesspool, i'll never leave i wish i could disappear that would make you happy and i wish i would disappear that would make me happy stuck in a body that isn't mine every day is a, a waste of time bloody water, staring at me stuck in a cesspool, i'll never leave ahh every day is a waste of time ahh ahh every day is a waste of time i can't die (x)

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this EP is a pay-what-you-want download, but any money donated is goin directly to my friend Josie! she's a brilliant trans poc musician & artist who is financially struggling right now so this one's for her! plus she wrote "I Can't Die"!!

Dedicated to Peely Bananas, Rest In Power!


Recorded Fall 2019 - Summer 2020 in Hell, Alabama.

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released June 5, 2020

Yacob Glowniss: vocals, drum machine, percussion, bass, guitar, synth, bugle, alto sax, clarinet, bass clarinet

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Blotchouts California

No Wave Punk project started in 2016 and variably based in California, Alabama, and Louisiana. Recordings are primarily Yanka Glowniss (she/her) on all instruments with occasional collaborators. Live lineups vary and rarely repeat. Yanka is also a member of Ginchy Gayjacket & the Flushable Wipes, ICBM, Two Crones, and Scrapies. Pre-2015 related music can be found at the Albacore Records bandcamp. ... more

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