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I'M A ROCK, I'M A MOTH
03:21
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I'M A ROCK, I'M A MOTH
im goin out tonight dont wait up for me mom
glazed eyes at bus stop and just suckin on my thumb
I thought i'd meet someone but I don't think he'll come
send anyone i'm desperate leaking thru the slums
send a guy send a gal send a mutant
ill take one n'em Ill take two've em and i'll do em
send any fluids clumps or gunk and ill sure take em
dont really care what household chems it takes to make em
im fallin off
im like a moth
im fallin off
send the pills send the green send the glass
send the lube send the strap up my ass
send the poppers send the whippets send the dust
send the toxic fumes that we all love to huff
nose is runny kinda shaky had a cough
send the ups send the downs send me off
drawn to it like a lamp and a moth
im fallin in and fallin out and fallin off
and its better than I ever could have thought
I started cumming and I still dont think I stopped
the flame accepts me like a musing passing thought
the dark for me is like a lamp to a moth
im a moth
im a moth
im a moth
im a moth
the startled water rings around it while it plops
sticks to the bottom edges rounded by the soft
by the water by the current by the clear
by the fish by the tadpoles by the deer
piece of mountain small and ovoid now it skims
surface of water skipping dipping through the brim
was all sharp edges but the pounding of the soft
rounded em down and now the edges are sloughed off
im a rock
im a rock
im a rock
im a rock
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DEPAKOTE
02:53
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Twitchin in my jaw
fuck I needa break some laws
break into the mall
and put some new swag in my paws
tryin piles of psych meds
cuz im climbin up the walls
I bet I got more hesitation scars than alla yall
I been skippin the pages of the dsm5
with all these leaks in my psyche its wonder im alive
ive left hella frightened rooms with all of their eyes wide
there a pill or dick or needle shaped.... hole in my insides
strap me in the bed and
gimme pill in paper cup
my old grippy socks are wearin out
I need to go reup
the metal folding chair in group
is numbing up my butt
they say its my turn to speak
but im just staring up
at the ceiling cuz its peeling
what im feeling isnt healing
every bandaid every script
is a mantra im not repeating
fight or fleeing all im seeing
catching peace but its so fleeting
if my heart wants to keep beating
then my arms want to be bleeding
Twitchin in my jaw
fuck I needa break some laws
break into the mall
and put some new swag in my paws
impulsive, im a mental fuckin patient after all
steal and fuck and scream and cry
leap off a building, fall
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HARD FEMME
01:26
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1 to 5 piggytails
im a hard femme
if I didnt fuck these mascs
id be a lipstick lesbian
I know how to work ya up
my tongue is your best friend
time to go get 8 acrylic nails done up again
ill chop off the shoulder pads and stuff em in my bra
keep staring at my tits cuz duh, umm, like, thats what theyre for
I never wear a dress that goes two inches past my ass
oh gasp, gee whiz, shit fuck, dear me id never be so masc
lipstick
eyeliner
condoms
lip balm
notepad
pen
keys
phone
water bottle
prescriptions
fiber pills
phone
drugs
insulin
weed
(eye shadow
mascara
granola bar
other lip stick
lip gloss)
I cant find nothin in my fuckin purse UNG
ill chop off the shoulder pads and stuff em in my bra
keep staring at my tits cuz duh, umm, like, thats what theyre for
I never wear a dress that goes two inches past my ass
oh gasp, gee whiz, shit fuck, dear me id never be so masc
im a hard femme
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BOUNDARIES
03:25
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v1:
my cell walls are impermeable
only I can choose to let you in
when my pseudopoda extend
envelop you and suck you in
warm gooey enclosed... digestin
but I dont let just anything in
CH
I have strong boundaries
I do not cross my boundaries
im soft friendly and welcoming
with firm unyielding boundary ee eez
v2
this particle is safe and empathetic
this eukaryote I swallow respects who I am
this clear film is for my protection
there are bacteria wholl love me for who I am
CH
v3
im no stranger to splitting
I have distorted mitosis brain
but I control it by knowing what works for me
not tolerating manipulating petri prod pain
CH
v4
no microscope is looking out for me
but how could they know better what I need?
only sweet kind safe amoebae
get to see the real me
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DESPERATE WIDOW
01:48
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this desperate widow
she had a wealthy son
I spent his money
he wasnt any fun
she fretted fearfully
what would he become
he crashed his lectric car
the wreck I crawled out from
then we grew close
fenced by thin layered clothes
I helped her grow
I helped her fill her holes
our lips both parted
terribly close we spoke
we tumbled bedward
I helped her fill her holes
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you can hear the slime
drippin down the walls
there are no rules here
and we break all laws
u can feel the slime
sliding down the walls
there are no rules here
and we break all laws
so do you come here often?
Me neither
u ever try any of this stuff?
It's not like you might have heard
oh girl it's really the best
are you in here with me?
I think my legs detached from my body
will you hold my hand?
I just need to feel you next to me
I never thought i'd get back from that place
and i'm just glad that you're still here with me
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AXE MURDERESS
02:17
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that no good two timin little piece of trash
what'd he do he took me for a ride and made off with my cash
i'm an older woman but im not without my charms
but he brought this on himself and now im out to do him harm
they found me in the woods all bloody carrying his arm
half of him's in the sewage and a fourth's back at the farm
im a violent woman but im not without my charms
but he brought this on himself and then I had to do him harm
i'm an axe murderess huh, where's my thorazine
in this house for the criminally insane im the raining queen
if they short me on my barbs then it's off with their heads
I gaze wistful thru the bars thinkin who else I want dead
there was that bitch cindy who pulled my pigtails in fourth grade
and my boss at the old office well his grave's already made
a couple other munchers are sunk in the everglades
oh gee I love the smell of blood and I love the taste
i'm an axe murderess huh, where's my thorazine
in this bedbug sodden bedlam i'm the reigning queen
i'm an axe murderess huh, where's my thorazine
in this 4 walled rubber room i'm the reigning queen
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8. |
ROSIE & MS. RAYON
01:46
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i'm a lil bitty goth
I need a bra and a vcr
break a bar
dont take the whole bar
and then go break the law
which a law
I forgot
cops ask me I clench my jaw
take me far
pay me more
if you want some bomb jaw
some folks sniff yay sip shitty claw
i pity yall
im head a yall
slap my ball
leave injectables
in my little paws
I swill kratom
keep me calm
but my heart pounds like a drum
used to take fluoxetine
but that shit wouldnt let me cum
CH
my moods go swinging everyday
if im not able to get on sumn
lets go walk lets go cop
ms rayon tryna have some fun
couldnt hit it side a ways
my p spot waits for dickwise gays
eyeballs red as fuckery
all praises be to lady b
I got cptsd and severe mood disorders
im cali sober
kinda sorta
but still down to cop a quarter
I take more than I really oughta
norm asses think that im so naughty
shake the pile out in my palm
and toss it down my epiglottis
CH
rosie and ms rayon....
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Blotchouts California
No Wave Punk project started in 2016 and variably based in California, Alabama, and Louisiana. Recordings are primarily Yanka Glowniss (she/her) on all instruments with occasional collaborators. Live lineups vary and rarely repeat. Yanka is also a member of Ginchy Gayjacket & the Flushable Wipes, ICBM, Two Crones, and Scrapies. Pre-2015 related music can be found at the Albacore Records bandcamp. ... more
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