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Depakote (Punker)

from Licking Up the Sunbeams by Blotchouts

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this is the punk version of this song, which was originally recorded as an electronic song

lyrics

Twitchin in my jaw
fuck I needa break some laws
break into the mall
and put some new swag in my paws

tryin piles of psych meds
cuz im climbin up the walls
I bet I got more hesitation scars than alla yall


I been skippin the pages of the dsm-5
with all these leaks in my psyche its wonder im alive
ive left hella frightened psychs withall of their eyes wide
there a pill or dick or needle shaped hole in my insides

strap me in the bed and
gimme pill in paper cup
my old grippy socks are wearin out
I need to go reup

the metal folding chair in group
is numbing up my butt
they say its my turn to speak
but im just staring up

at the ceiling cuz its peeling
what im feeling isnt healing
every bandaid every script
is a mantra im not repeating

fight or fleeing all im seeing
catching peace but its so fleeting
if my heart wants to keep beating
then my arms want to be bleeding


Twitchin in my jaw
fuck I needa break some laws
break into the mall
and put some new swag in my paws

impulsive,
im a mental fuckin patient after all
steal and fuck and scream and cry
leap off a building, fall

tryin piles of psych meds
cuz im climbin up the walls
I bet I got more hesitation scars than alla yall

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from Licking Up the Sunbeams, released September 2, 2022

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Blotchouts California

No Wave Punk project started in 2016 and variably based in California, Alabama, and Louisiana. Recordings are primarily Yanka Glowniss (she/her) on all instruments with occasional collaborators. Live lineups vary and rarely repeat. Yanka is also a member of Ginchy Gayjacket & the Flushable Wipes, ICBM, Two Crones, and Scrapies. Pre-2015 related music can be found at the Albacore Records bandcamp. ... more

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